So, why do I feel such deep guilt? Guilt for not giving more
presents. Guilt for not making it to family get-togethers. Guilt for not being
more creative in my gifts. Guilt for not getting to know my neighbors better. Guilt for not being the most perfect person I can
be. Guilt for countless other reasons that are supposed to make this season
special.
If this season is supposed to be so great, then why do I
feel so crummy? It’s such a strange feeling.
My brother in law, Jon, once told me that for everything,
there is an opposite. I’ve pondered this many times throughout my life. When I’m
going through trials or hard times, I realize there’s just as much positive in
the situation as there is negative, it’s just a matter of what I choose to
focus on.
Well, there’s my answer. Instead of feeling guilty for not
doing or giving enough, I need to focus on the true reason of this time of
year. Yes, giving in the physical sense is good, but it’s the spiritual sense
that means the most.
Instead of feeling guilt, I’ll be thankful. Thankful for
all that God has blessed me with. I won’t feel guilt because I'm so blessed to have a loving husband, wonderful son, cute little puppy, a warm house, cars that run, clothes that fit, and food to eat.
I’ll just be thankful and happy and so very glad we’re where we are this
holiday season.
May you all have feelings of thankfulness and hope and
happiness this holiday season.
Merry Christmas!!!
